2012

back to the top the commentary on this website is of fair use if any portion is used please give the website a back link http www focusonrecovery net welcome to my primary home page the family kid safe victims assistance home schooling hijacking of america nwo ancient wisdom personality plus addiction education mental health origin amp destination contact disclaimer about site map health y 4 u however after using the search box you still can not find the info of your search send me an email from my contact and i will do my best to either explain how i arrived at my ideologies and or i will send you a link where you may find what you are searching for please continue reading further commentary regarding some non mainstream health related tips and warnings along with my rather unique view of what most call quot the new world order quot on my description of pages here if you are one of those finding your self having difficulty maintaining enough focus to read this entire page or you just don t quot get it quot then your time has not yet come to escape the current 3d linear belief systems if so what is stated here will seem so profound so overwhelmingly untrue that you will not be allowed to even consider such notions and rightly so most realize that this world appears to have lost its way its priorities seemly confused as most seem to maintain a sense of self entitlement that others owe them what they are often not willing to earn most value the service to self ego power and the prestige that material things provide over taking responsibility for their self thus gage their success by monetary gain rather than honor and quality of life therefore consider that this is a service to self mentality that is primed for self destruction in order to make way for a renewal a rebooting of the matrix allowing each individual to again have the opportunity to choose its polarity either to remain aligned with the service to self orientation or return to our original service to others orientation however those unwilling to choose polarity will remain luke warm thus causing a three way split of desire although learning about our origin and probable future s are interesting topics this focus seems to be more of a distraction driving each of us away from our primary purpose for quot falling quot into physicality and although this website focuses primarily on my interests regarding exposing the many lies we have been told regarding our origin and probable future i wish to caution my readers to focus not so much on the mechanics that brought you here nor what tomorrow may or may not bring but rather focus on why you are here on earth at this time within this 3d level of consciousness physicality is a school and only you hold the key to your graduation no one but your own subconscious quot soul memory quot can tell you why you are here or what you should be learning i can however suggest possible reasons you may be here to work on your altitudes and behaviors possibly are here learning to become honest with your self and other selves you may be here to learn gratitude under what appears to be seemingly formidable odds or it could simply be that you are here to experience something maybe even as simple as an emotion you felt that you missed out on during a previous visit within the time and space continuum of physicality whatever reason you are here the most difficult part is remembering why you are here within this learning zone of quot the forgetting quot if you where able to remember why you choose to be here at this time chances are you would lose your desire to progress any further but rather would become lukewarm complacent therefore where you are now allows you to make rather unique choices because the current paradigm that created all forms of bias has also deemed those with extraordinary abilities and insights quot witches quot has also deemed the law of one and the other related material on my ancient wisdom page unorthodox the majority of you will have difficulty accepting what is written here while the remainder will have difficulty comprehending these ideals again it is best for most of you to stop here just work on your self however if you feel you must know then also consider that for the last 309 000 yrs approx planet earth has been under the control of the service to self sts orientation video interview with svali claiming illuminati blood line here however it appears that svali being interviewed in the previous video does not pose a threat to her families blood line because she continues to promote the propaganda her family created therefore is evidence that 85 of us have been programed how and what to think now anyone who thinks independently of the stats quo are deemed a terrorist video explanation h er e however contrary to the belief system within the previous video i have evidence that mind altering substance causes a distortion of intelligent infinity a heretic called crazy and ostracized by others making it rather difficult for pioneers wishing to dispel the many myths created by these very powerful parasitic service to self minds to express our self please try to understand that it is not my intention to change peoples belief systems nor their religious philosophies as there are as many various ideals regarding who and what quot god quot is as there are people to consider such a concept one of the beautiful aspects of free will is that each person is allowed a god of their own understanding yet belief systems are nothing more than creative energies that dissipate as paradigms shift however i view all forms of religion as quot feel better about self quot cults designed to restrict the flow of intelligent infinity knowledge and to sell the same basic product just under various brand names such as judaism muslim christian catholic protestant anglicans etc it is my desire however to present alternative ideas here hoping to become a catalyst that allows those willing to consider a reality and a history that has been hidden from most of us i do not claim to be an authority on any topic i am a seeker on the path an escapee in my estimation everything is speculation all is still open for debate and evidence is not proof of anything the quot fact quot is there are no facts but rather are our various interpretations of events that we perceive to have witnessed have heard of or read about through the experiences of others this is why some of my readers will notice that i use question marks often on this website i have further concluded that most people only believe what they wish to believe what their quot programing quot allows them to believe and to be very suspicious of anyone who claims to have quot found it quot it is my free will choice to place links to various materials and to write my interpretations on the pages of this website but is your free will choice to read or not to read the material if you wish to stay in the quot safe zone quot of your own understanding this is your choice and i will honor your choice as even intelligent infinity must adhere to directive 1 quot do not violate free will quot but rather allow all thought forms people to believe whatever they wish to believe therefore our mental free will can not be abridged unless we oblige if you are one who has come to a point in your life as i had a point where the stories we are taught just no longer added up this then may be an indication that you too are within that 15 that is now ready to consider the material on this website with the help of alternative news sources realms of consciousness outside of the time and space continuum and various networks such as my space i have compiled one of the largest data bases covering the topics of my interests that i know of on the internet today within the framework of this website blogs and other various media i have voiced my opinions however my goal is not to tell you what my opinions are but rather to provide a place where some are allowed that quot ah ha quot moment which began alice s adventure down the proverbial rabbit hole that facilitates one to consider alternative realities rather than remaining a prisoner to a biased based system of control because any form of bias is a predetermined reality that distorts intelligent infinity undistorted light and undistorted light is knowledge and true understanding knowledge is true love in its purist form and is quot not quot within human emotion here you will discover a vast amount of links to various texts for those who enjoy reading and tons of videos for the 97 of people who do not enjoy reading i challenge you to put any preconceived notions that you may have aside become as a child again thus easing your mind of the endless dogmatic clutter all the propaganda in order to take in all you can on this website with that all stated now consider that within the bigger picture there is only one of us here that we us i you were created in the image of pure consciousness a consciousness that fragmented its self into selves in order to project its spirit self into earth suits avatars made of matter each now having its own unique experience and that time as we us i you perceive it is merely an illusion that we us i you as a fragmented soul group have created in order to learn the lessons within physicality and that as selves are fragments of the whole individualized that are a quarantined social memory which is locked within physical short wave incarnational cycles is it a quot fallen quot status as the various versions of constantine s bible claims or was this our free will choice that we made in order place the self on progressions fast track as it were is the goal of this adventure to remember who we us i you are while still caught within this 3d material illusion this classroom called quot life quot as all the many questions asked here your answer to this question also depends on your own unique perspective have some become quot luke warms quot non polarized and or are now so programed by the sts orientation that most have lost all recall of their true residence within the denser octaves of consciousness or is it that these have decided not to allow their free will to aid in their further progression but rather have given into the illusion thus asked to be baby sat have chosen to just believe what they are taught to believe what is fashionable to believe thus turning over their free will their power to the sts 4d realms of consciousness desirous to control the 3d realms of consciousness or is it that 85 of the people are acutely susceptible to the hypnotic suggestive mind control that stems from the sts 4d realms of consciousness thus believing they are in control of their thought processes when in reality these are merely playing out the find the evil witch role thus creating the required energies that feed the sts 4d realms of consciousness as the mind blowing waves series transcripts claims do we really need to behave or hold our hands up in a ritualized fashion or must we place our faith in a cosmic babysitter in order to be set free from these incarnational cycles as some of the various fragments of the abrahamic faith claims did the sts realms of consciousness distort the words of the last christ physical service to others manifestation in order to distort the ancient stories in order to maintain its power thus creating church inc has church inc been infiltrated by the powers that be the sts leg of the illuminati and or the aryan brotherhood of the serpent and do these desire to continue their control over the masses that require a cosmic babysitter even after the coming transfer into 4d realms of consciousness and are the sts powers that be also the authors of the new age religion of love amp light are the sts realms of consciousness time manipulators as the wave series claims therefore can change past events in order to create time lines in order to continue their control or is it the duty of the sts leg of the quot born to lead keepers of the garden quot social memory complex that calls its self quot lucifer quot to be the catalyst that allows us choice and ours is to utilize the catalyst to heed the many warnings given us as hidden_hand claims and are we lucifer the fallen angel via our alignment because we obliged as the waves series and law of one claims is the sts orientation allowed to manipulate our free will because it is their free will to create the divisiveness of national patriotism religion and the war mentality that such notions create through various rituals that ensue such as communion passover easter christmas etc that insures their survival hidden hand claimed that whatever his family promotes whatever course of action they take is designed to create as much negative human emotion as possible and that it is our inaction that allows such so what knowledge is the sts orientation hiding from us why are they hording the resources in order to dig huge underground bunkers and to create seed banks is there a naturally occurring event i am not 100 in agreement regarding the validity of the book of revelation but this is linked to an easy to understand video lecture series here on our horizon rather than a super natural one is the earth now beginning to pass through a super wave of photon particles that some have termed quot convergence quot is it possible that on or around 12 21 2012 another must view video here a major paradigm shift in conscious awareness will begin to move our 3d perspective into 4d or has it already begun for some of us is this why i write and you are still reading this is our dna slowly unlocking thus causing us to become h o mo luminous a new tribe of people as the inca elders claim does zero point time mark the end of linear time for some of us is the dark rift that the worshipers of a material zion hope for beginning is this what the wave series terms quot realm border crossing quot what the church terms quot rapture quot is planet x nibiru really a cluster of comets that caused what christians call quot noah s flood quot will this coming event separate the healing feminine aspect of creation the sheep sophie right hand east the service to others sto candidates that are non desirous to possess others from the war torn religious political hell fire and damnation of the masculine goats left hand service to self sts west that is desirous to control all of creation will this coming event match our individual resonate frequencies within the various octaves of creation and will the quot luke warms quot t hose fearful of polarizing towards another frequency remain locked within the incarnational cycles until they polarize either sto or sts does the golden age represent the union of the dualities is this the christian s quot marriage of the lamb will this event allow for a physical rather than symbolic sts anti christ to manifest its self onto the world s stage in order to play out the masculine hierarchy which is created within religiosity in a last attempt to present its one world religion government or is it all just a bunch of crapola part of a disinformation campaign designed to create as much negative human emotion as possible before the next realm border crossing but by who and for what reason it appears that our universe is under the guidance of cycles within cycles other than the yearly seasonal cycles that govern the universe a minor galactic cycle is approx 25 750 years long or one time through the constellations whereas a grand galactic cycle is twelve times through the constellations for a total of 309 000 years as we measure the illusion of time and space the question is are we now ending or beginning a grand or a minor cycle a history of these shifts or cosmic changes can be witnessed in the mayan creation perfection cycles time wave zero and in over forty other prophetic teachings such as the law of one the talmud of jmmanuel the wave series transcripts the dialogue with hidden_hand and the other related materials found on my ancient wisdom p age and is the next scheduled shift coming to replace the 3d old world corporate moral crapacy with a new world 4d ethical system as the late ian xel lungold claimed if there is no measurement of time as we perceive quot time quot outside of physicality will we then all graduate at the same quot time quot or do we already subconsciously reside within the unified field of consciousness are already as one with the one that most call quot god quot my understanding of quot god quot is much like that of a chain being dragged behind a vehicle god is the chain and i you we us are the sparks the dragging chain creates each having multiple experiences the control matrix quot political problems have root in effort to suppress knowledge already gained in limited quarters for purposes of control of civilization quot the wave series transcripts it appears that the beast 666 anti christ is not a personage per se but rather are the crusaders an sts consortium of many many contributing factors therefore my various sources claim that each time we enter an agreement with the corporate moral crapacy whether we sign a physical agreement or we simply enter one of their health centers i e hospitals clinics or an ama trained doctor s office when we hook up to one of their various grid systems i e electrical cable cell phones and pagers when we enter one of their corporate grocery or dry goods centers i e walmart we use their educational system i e grade trade school or college whenever we turn on one of their consumer driven devices i e radio tv each time we use their human resource services i e 9 11 welfare job placement family planning etc whenever we place monies into one of their debt based investment systems i e the beast visa stock market and even when we bow down in one of their corporately owned 501 c3 tax exempt abrahamic houses of worship we give away our power we voluntarily hand over our free will to these crusaders thus remaining the willing babysat slaves of the old world masculine order the use of cell phones pagers much like psychotropic medications both licit as well as illicit the consumption of aspartame fluoride or energy conducting elements such as colloidal gold amp silver etc the consumption of red meats and even the very computer screen that you are now viewing this website with all contribute to the lowering of resonate frequency thus creating a comatose state that is primed for hypnotic suggestion therefore many of us today have made a conscious choice to think independently rather than allowing the control matrix and it s hell fire and damnation to think for us recycling rather than filling up the landfills learning how to fabricate our own products rather than being subjected to corporate consumer goods taking responsibility for our selves our own health care being extremely cautious regarding our involvement with their dangerous v accinations their american medical association trained to pill amp bill corporately owned snake oil salesmen doing our own research to rediscover what natural healing knowledge and other truths these various old world quot moral quot corporations have been suppressing from us by maiming our minds with conformity as they continue domesticating of us like pets however rather than return their challenge with further blood shed violence and tyranny some of us have elected to meet their challenge with peaceful civil disobedience by working to begin creating self sustaining communal societies we therefore have chosen to return to the old school values of our elders regarding the production of as much of our own nutrition as possible bartering whenever possible for what we need working to sever our dependence on their various grid systems turning off their various consumer driven propaganda home schooling our children caring for our elderly rather than placing them in care homes seeking to co operate with others rather than compete in order to restore community to our neighborhoods and seeking our entertainment in the mundane in order to become that change we wish to see therefore working to restore our personal sovereignty and regain our self respect for we fear not the powers that be but rather we are willing to sacrifice our modern comforts until the powers that be begin to fear our resolve and we say to all who are observing us quot do not fear that which you do not understand instead seek to learn do not be one who turns away from awareness in fear for there is much being held in the balance quot words from realms of consciousness outside of the time and space continuum for 8220 there is no higher happiness than wisdom no better friend than knowledge and no other savior than the power of the spirit 8221 8211 talmud of jmmanuel yet the truth most seek can only allow freedom if the seeker can learn to set any bias aside that the seeker may have truth appears to reside within our perceptions it appears that quot all quot people places and events are inner connected throughout all of creation therefore if one starves the whole goes without once one begins to realize this truth begins to avail its self however that truth is tangled up laced within sts distortions and that these distortions vary at the various levels of consciousness therefore if one is unwilling to carefully consider quot all quot possibilities one will never see the quot big picture quot in order to see the big picture one must continue to seek to discover that which resonates deep within that makes the most sense out of the meretricious disinformation campaign out there begging for our attention one must set bias aside and explore every possible ideal to consider each reality and weight it on a scale despite what others say quot does the bird fly because it has wings or rather does it have wings because it flies if one learns to connect the dots one can then untie the worst of knots a change in world view can change the world viewed knowledge protects ignorance endangers quot the wave series transcripts because the topics on this website have a collective relationship organizing this vast amount of information has become a daunting task therefore i have placed a search box on each primary topics home page to aid in your information search please use them as this site is so large that even i must use them sometimes in order to find info most pages have auto music or video my music playlist firstly this website is only for those who have been allowed a level of discernment that has caused them to question their perceived reality for the remainder you have the free will right not to know to just go on with your lives however for those who seek to understand the paradigm is shifting you are beginning to remember welcome to the contemplation zone search this site powered by freefind welcome to focus on recovery s 2012 consciousness shift resources a place to explore the endless possibilities beware 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